trying to figure out if my parents are safe
Published Saturday, February 28, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Its pretty crazy that for decades no one cared about my mom or dad. I did. At the end Chris did. And now I can't see them, can them or know where they are.
Don't know how much more of this i can take. My own sister can't even message me. My mom and dad haven't tried to reach out to anyone in over 3 weeks. This is crazy.
Fuck it
Published Sunday, February 22, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Withering away. Thanks family. Thanks everyone.
buddy
Published Saturday, February 21, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
My parents haven't tried to contact Jasen or inquire about me in almost 2 weeks.
Imagine how that makes someone feel. I don't know where they are.
I'm got some mail dropped off. It was opened. Ann opened my mail. Federal offence.
My wife. I know she will figure out something. She knows how in feel about us. Maybe she tells the crown she won't show up for trial. The only way I think charges could be dropped.
I just don't know what I have to go forward in life for. We were months away from figure things out. Chris and I
I love her still. And it pains me I can't talk to her.
I'm going to cry now.
I don't know how much longer
Published Thursday, February 19, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
I can go on living this life. No parents. No wife. No contact with anyone I love . It is torture. I don't know who to ask for help.
are we done?
Published Tuesday, February 17, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
I have no idea what to think?
Happy Valentine's Day
Published Saturday, February 14, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
bubs!! Xo. Maybe in another life... when we are both cats.
drawers drawers drawers
Published Friday, February 13, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Dropped off at home by these nice people and decided to rearrange the the living room, and off we were repurposing a corner jut out, into a hearth for the fireplace we also made.
Oh what two irish lads can do in 4 and a half hours.
I'm other news. My parents haven't tried to contact me in a week. It breaks my heart. I can't speak to my wife obviously, but I did listen to an old message a dozen times.
I need help. So bad.
Gets a picture of the fireplace.
depressed
Published Thursday, February 12, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
My parents haven't tried contacting me in like a week.. and I have no idea where or how do contact them. I am so depressed. My entire family and wife threw me out like garbage.
All over money. I don't think I'll ever recover from this.
discovery
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If you know what that means on an academic level.. I applaud you.
But wow. I will never see the world of6 people the same way again. Kinda killed my soul.
Lonely
Published Tuesday, February 10, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
My own loved ones. :(
I don't even have my cats.
Literally just Fred a childhood teddy bear I hug every night.
I miss so much. So much. That I'll never see again. I literally BY LAW can't speak or communicate with so many people. I will not breach.
I'm gonna keep on my therapy, keeping my head down, working hard, and eating like a peasant.
If I have to have one more peanut butter sandwich I'll go nuts. Pun intended.
two effing drawers
Published Sunday, February 08, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
I have a meeting in two days with my lawyer to discuss her meeting with the crown.
My wife's charges against me will probably land me jail time. When? I don't know.
And I thought she loved me buti know she hasnt some anything out recanted her claims.. she has fallen off the map completely.
I get left the shit end of the stick. No. No way.
I'm terrified though. And suicidal thoughts enter my head everyday.
I'm tired.
freezing
Published Friday, February 06, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
how am I supposed to get help?
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With rehab, or direction, when I can't even talk to my parents. And my anxiety meds aren't working anymore. I physically struggle to get up everyday.
So my own.. my plans is to go to walk in therapy at centretown community health center.. got their free walk in therapy
I miss my wife. And my life
Ich liebe dich
the John Howard society
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Its a great outfit. They have community integration... mental health services.. I am not sure what that I can do to avoid jail time.
sweating through tshirts
Published Thursday, February 05, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Just ran across to shoppers to pick up don't flu medication. Money I can't afford to spend, but what can I do
Nothing else than already being down in the dumps and being sick. And I still have to go to work in a few hours.
Christina used to always take really good care of me when I was sick. Actually makes me cry.
Actually maybe I will. Tbc...
Feel like in got hit by a truck
Published by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Was up until 2:30am working on these drawers. And got the sack, around 330. Woke up this morning, and I am definately coming down with something.
Fuck.
All that I need. I'm feeling more and more isolated... I'm worried about my court date on the 13th. I have no idea how my wife feels about me anymore. I doubt I'll see her or the cats ever again. Did she even try and help me with her allegations. I dunno.
Yeah, i am alive. But this isn't living. I really don't know what to do with myself or how to find the happiness again.
How could one person rip apart, a family, 2 relationships, try and make their nephew a felon, be sent to jail by my best friend and wife, lose my cats, lose my PARENTS, lose my best friend and wife, lose my stuff, lose the roof over my head. Everything
I just want my best friend and cats back. Just dont know if that will happens.
Well in have to get back to building the drawers.
Feeling defeated.
its nearly 2
Published Tuesday, February 03, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
And I can count the people who have two timed me, in two months, on ATLEAST two hands.
Yet friends or family. Who SHOULD be looking out for me and my well being. Especially one with mental health issues.
Shame. Can't count even... ONE.
Thank God, I lived on my own for 15 plus years before I moved home and decided to help my parents. HELP. AKA. GIVE UP MY LIFE. look at the adulation and respect I was given.
Blood is thicker than the water of THE WOMB. Look it up.
True story.
F. Y'all
fumes
Published by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
During the last several hours we've been applying stain and laquer for this custom drawer job.
It still feels weird being alone in the world. I always said to myself that the woman in marry is the one.
So what do I feel and think now?
I miss so much. I'm living. But I'm alone.
up at 7am
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Almost to the shop in Greely. Today is touch up, spray laquer, and building a jig for drawer assembly.
Then off to the lawyer clients, and Jay and I will do the install.
Hardware may be the issue we run into.
🤞 Cross fingers.
We need their business for their garage rebuild. Until then we have several painting projects.
Haven't heard from C in days. I guess she's given up on me. Or maybe something is wrong. Just another worry.
Tbc.
Fun night
Published Monday, February 02, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
​nothing better to finish off a long day of work and meetings then get together with the boys for some video games! Next up Olympic hockey.
Still lonely and having a rough time. But day at a time as my therapist said
nervous
Published by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Couldn't go to work today. First in person meeting with Conan my bail supervisor at the John Howard society. I would be lying if I said in wasn't nervous. I'm constantly nervous. Saying a few prayers before I go.
J brought up that they might bring up the Par's program. But that is an admission of guilt, regardless of what happened.. aka in would have to eat the charges but hopefully wouldn't get jail time. Or if I'm lucky it may not go on my permanent record at all.
This whole experience feels like an elevator free falling like in the movie speed, and I'm not sure if the brakes will clock on our I'm going to smash into the ground.
Wish me luck. Its just my entire future.
Conan MacIntyre. That's his name. Don't forget it Brent.
You can go this. Day at a time
Ich liebe
jasen just gave me this
Published Sunday, February 01, 2026 by BRENT BRENT BRENT.
Thruth. Got a few people left so believe in me.
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