My Darkness

My own loved ones. :(

I don't even have my cats. 

Literally just Fred a childhood teddy bear I hug every night.  

I miss so much. So much. That I'll never see again. I literally BY LAW can't speak or communicate with so many people. I will not breach.

I'm gonna keep on my therapy, keeping my head down, working hard, and eating like a peasant. 

If I have to have one more peanut butter sandwich I'll go nuts. Pun intended.